Winter Blues?? I think not!

I'm so happy that it scares me. I have loved seeing the snow, but I'm ready for the sun!! Summer dates are so much more exciting!! Can't wait to hang out with my new friends as well as see my old ones!! I love the idea of double dates, late night pizza runs, and whatever the crap I want to do!! I'm hoping to shoot like crazy when it warms up because I am not feeling very inspired right now. Any ideas?? I would love to just take portraits all day long, but I love to also shoot outside for a change of scenery, literally.
I want to go to Vegas so bad this summer, but it seems that my bank account would disagree. I am saving, but it takes a while. I feel like something magical could happen and I don't want to miss anything!! I want to see the world and have someone to do it with.
Well, hopefully I'll see people this week. My week is starting slow. All for now. Baking in the morning, God willing.

Snow Days Everywhere!

So I am on snow day number 3 and it's been a great week. I loved having a snow week, but I'm ready to get bad in the swing of things. I have made such great friends lately. I have gotten to know my work friends so much better and it means the world to me. Things with the guy are going well and I can't wait to see where else it goes. =) I'm doing something cute for Valentines Day so I hope he looves it! I also had a few friends over the other night for a girls night which was so fun!! I love seeing Chrissy!! I have missed living with her, but life is turning out so great with Marsha and Michelle too. I am sad to live seperate from them next year, but it will be great anyways!! Mom and dad are coming down for the weekend which shall be grand!! They are meeting Gary for the first time so I bet it will go well. Can't wait!! Well, sleep for tomorrow shall be a full day!! =)

Snow day!!!!

No school? I'll take that. It's the first week back and I'm already ready for the summer. I had an incredible weekend. Work party, seeing friends, and a certain someone. :) I'm not sure what to do with my day! Maybe shopping? Coffee house hang out sounds perfect. Hmmmm... So many options!! :) I love love love snow. Sorry to my roommates who have school today. I love you anyways!! Well, I'm still in bed and should probably start my day. I'm so spoiled. Have a great day!! :)

Am I always driving people away?? This is one of my biggest fears in life. I always want to be the person who always has it together. I'm not. I'm messy, goofy, loud, and much too much to deal with. Thank God I have found people in my life who deal with me and don't run in the opposite direction. I'm usually not this girl but lately I have been a freaking head case. Maybe it's hormones or maybe it's life getting back at me for being selfish. Who knows? Bah!! Going to go make a blanket now. Probably the most productive thing I have done outside of work in weeks. Peace!

Rant, Ramble, and Roll.

Sometimes I believe I need to live by myself forever. I am over sensitive, incredibly anal and like quite. This is nothing like my personally however. I love people. I would die if I didn't have someone to talk to at all hours of the day. I am a co-dependent individual, but also independent. I contradict myself on a daily basis and change my mind more often than some people brush their teeth. My day went from incredibly productive to laying in my bed and moping about the Notebook. Of winter days, how you screw with me. I am hoping to be much more productive at work tonight and not be such a bum. Haven't seen anyone but Kat and Coop in the last couple days. Some interaction please? Life is bleh and so is my mood. haha

What to-do?

One final to go!! I'm feeling pretty amazing! Had dinner with my sister tonight and it was great! =) Good bonding time. I love having free time, though my to-do list is pretty sizeable. I have tomorrow off which I am going to use to study, go to the studio for Kat's family pictures, and sleeeeeep! =) I do love having days off. I got my hair cut today. Though it was not anything too different, my hair is styled and is looking fabulous. I can't wait for Christmas. =) Well, this is my to-do list over break. Wish me luck.

1. Work on Gal stuff and make sure I am all caught up.
2. Sleep. I deserve it.
3. Spend time with special people. =)
4. See my family and have an amazing time.
5. Spend more quiet time with God. I am lagging on that!
6. Take more time to breathe. =)

Well, it's early and I'm tired. Watching the Nanny til I fall asleep. =)

Life as I know It.

Life is amazing. I love work. School is winding down. I get to see family soon. And I have great people in my life. I got to hang out with Cooper today and it was the best thing ever!! He was giggling the entire time and I loved it!! I have missed seeing him all the time. Work has picked up quite a bit so I have been working a lot. I don't mind it at all though. Anyways! Jackie and I were joking on facebook about Europe the other day so I figured I would post a picture. Off to bed!